Ill fake a smile, But only for a while

Im to weak to post this entry.
But ill talk about my night so i dont waste the space."He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man."

i don’t know what to feel. This petty fight shouldn’t be a big deal, and it isn’t, i could easily apologize, but i feel i did nothing wrong. He came to me, opened up like a book in my lap. But when i go to be there for him even as just a friend, Im invisable. i also know if i apologize, the only answer i’m going to get in return is, ‘okay.’  i feel like its easier for him to be himself when he's staring at a screen. ive decided to delete him, i want to see if i like him as a person... in person. 


"Whatever it is you’re seeking won’t come in the form you’re expecting."

-Metafores are the best advice you could take. People are just to stuborn to listen.