Big Sister

I followed in your foot steps.

You taught me everything i know. 

The one who stood beside me...

You were the one who helped me grow.

But your eyes have grown heavy,

Circles red and dark.

I fear this girl is slowly withering
Hidden beneath secrets kept in the dark.

You used to smile.

You don't seem to be happy much anymore,

I don't mean to pry. 

But i cant stand to see you cry,

And you know im the first one there,
To dry your eyes.

You know i wouldn't cross the line.

But this line has grown fine.

And i wont sit back to have it all fall apart.

I'm not going to watch while this life rips you apart.

Lately you have me worried.

This lifestyle isn't right. 

It just dosen't feel quite right.

You were never one to give up.
Always taking one step forward,
One step further.
You were never one to give in,
Not to anything.

Stand up and fight.
Dont let it take over.
You can get through it....

please i know you can get through it.

And im blue in the face,

But it doesn't seem to change.

Were face to face,
And i still feel miles away.
I'll repeat myself a thousand times,
Just to hope you'll stop being so blind.

Its this wall you built to keep the truth out.

I watch it grow higher while the rest of the world fades out.

And my jumps are growing weaker.
I'm afraid it might be to late.