Everythings shades of gray

I over look things until there is nothing left to see
Sometimes if i look at myself long enough in the mirror everything goes black,
It starts from the sides of my eyes and gradually works its way down from my ceiling until there is nothing.

When i was young  i used to close my eyes and focus  on the pitch black until i saw white. 
It amazes me how bright darkness could be.
I wonder what the average person sees when they close there eyes.
Theres so much static in my head lately its been hard to focus,
The white light has faded to more of a shade of gray.
This past week i went around asking people if they heard static when they thought of silence...
Their answer was yes...