I believe that there's hope Buried beneath it all

[This song inspired me, All i see by: Lydia] 

[Cloud nine has never been so high]

I don't know why i am putting this on here.
But right now i don't care.

I know I've made plenty of mistakes,
And I've passed up so many great opportunities.

I need to stop doing that.
I feel like right now is the absolutely best time of my life.
And i need to get rid of those people in my life that are dead weight
And continue to bring me down.

I know everyone goes through this shit,
But i don't give a damn about those other people.
In fact, Whoever reads this shouldn't care unless you know me,
understand me, and/or love me.
I need to clear my life and keep those i feel make a true difference in my life.

I've met some amazing people this past year.
Certain people i really hope i get to know better.
I want those people to know i am so grateful to have met them,
Because without friends,
I honestly don't see a point in even living.

But at the same time there are people I don't want to waste my time with.
I am not the type of person to regret things,
But I have regretted some things..

Over the past year I've felt like I've been over-looking the things i need the most in my life.



I guess the point of this is just to say that right now i feel like I'm heading down the right path.
Even if its not the smooths.
I know where i want to go even if i have to start from the beginning,
And i know who i want to be next to me when i get there,

I know the things I must work on.
The things i must work thriugh
And i will try my best to not be afraid anymore and just go with it.
So I'm okay everybody.
Everything will be okay.