Daydream Nightmares

I really need to get on with it! 
What am i waiting for!

Its all so tangled!
Everything is connected into one and i feel like theres no way of getting out of it.
How do i cut the ties?

I know when i do decide to cut one...
There all going to fall into my lap and like i said before im not ready to go back to the beginning.

Ive come to far to start all over again...

I feel my stomach in knots.

I cant eat... not even when im hungry.

Teres to many emotions piled up..

Its gotten to the point where i already feel full.

I need to sleep, really sleep.

I want to dream about a place away from it all..

And just feel the serenity hit me.

Happiness isnt to far from where i lay.
I'm starting to drift.

I wish i didn't have to wake up some days.