I guess its been difficult to put all my thoughts together.
I really don't know how ive been feeling lately.
I really don't think im feeling much anymore to be perfectly honest with you.
Apart of me feels like i used to be a lot more interesting.
Then again i was a mess when i first started this blog.
Im not a mess anymore.. At lest i don't think i am.
Ive grown up alot.
Things have become more in perspective.
Ive made some mistakes...Maybe one to many
But ive learned from them
Maybe i shouldn't call them mistakes but more of lessons.
I dont regret anything ive done
That's what makes me who i am today.
Is it weird i feel silly writing right now?
Its kinda funny cause i used to write all the time.
When i say all the time i mean piles and piles of journals...
Right now i just feel like im talking to myself.
ha ugh.
I Haven't really let anyone in..
Its funny how the heart beaks and let downs never seem to change.
Ive relized you dont need anyone but yourself..
Well for most of it anyway.
Its good to have a handful of people that you know will be there to help you back to your feet when your legs give out.
Mmm
No one ever said that it would be easy.
Right?
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