How am i suppose to breathe, when your holding me underwater

ive lost all sense of who i am
and there is only one person that can find it
i have loved and lost and lost and lost and lost
i am a tearjerker
the one that believes in all those romantic stories
but they never happen to me
the person that tries to live her dreams
but lives in a shell
thats too small for her backbone
i break my bones so i can keep my heart safe
but somehow those hinges have become loose too
i need that stitch, i need that fever
i need someone to save me
i am the only one who knows who that is
its me