"If you can't see, look. If you can't look, observe." 09

I've found myself lost,
And I'm not sure where to go.
I don't know what I really have, 
But I'm thankful for the few things I'm sure of.
Its amazing how much changes in the smallest amount of time.
I miss the complete happiness I used to hold, I want that happiness again.
Though, I don't want to re-visit my past...that's behind me. 
I'm trying to just look forward and keep my eyes straight. 
Maybe that will be the direction I'm looking for. 



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But you come to realize that the birds are even chained to the sky.

woman don't be lost you know what you want. warm&fuzzy is only okay for so long. mind blowing exhilaration is what i'm talking about, ya know ya know. the misery will be worth it and before you know it you won't be free any more but you will be happy, just so fucking happy, and you'll realize happiness is freedommmm.

JY<3