Will i ever understand my own path?
Will i ever understand my own past?
The things that happened,
The parts of my heart that has never been sealed up,
What happens to them?...
Are they slowly going to tear my heart open more until i bleed to death or will i Learn to be comfortable with these holes,
Learn how to make them numb when i need to.
My life is in my own hands and im so afraid that it will slip through my fingers. I look back on my life and wonder why so many things went wrong,
Why so much pain had to take place.
"Mi chiedo perché si couldnt essere felice con me ...
Gli ho dato tutto me stesso ed era l'unica cosa che mi credeva ancora a."
Im growing and learning from every expierience i am being put through.
Every moment of my life I wonder if Im still going to have to struggle,
Fight my own battle.
Its rough out there in the real world,
And I dont think a person notices such a thing until it smacks them in the face.
Im still young,
But my eyes and mind are growing wiser by the second.
This world is changing,
And possibly ending.
So where does that leave me?
In the dust,
Or in the light?
My time is just beggininng but I feel so lost and in the dark.
I have so much life ahead of me but what am i supposed to do with it,
Whats my capability of individuality?
I feel like my foundation is caving in,
All my thoughts and beliefs are curving in and out of place.
How do you go about this thing called life?
And wheres the finish line?
Will i ever understand my own past?
The things that happened,
The parts of my heart that has never been sealed up,
What happens to them?...
Are they slowly going to tear my heart open more until i bleed to death or will i Learn to be comfortable with these holes,
Learn how to make them numb when i need to.
My life is in my own hands and im so afraid that it will slip through my fingers. I look back on my life and wonder why so many things went wrong,
Why so much pain had to take place.
"Mi chiedo perché si couldnt essere felice con me ...
Gli ho dato tutto me stesso ed era l'unica cosa che mi credeva ancora a."
Im growing and learning from every expierience i am being put through.
Every moment of my life I wonder if Im still going to have to struggle,
Fight my own battle.
Its rough out there in the real world,
And I dont think a person notices such a thing until it smacks them in the face.
Im still young,
But my eyes and mind are growing wiser by the second.
This world is changing,
And possibly ending.
So where does that leave me?
In the dust,
Or in the light?
My time is just beggininng but I feel so lost and in the dark.
I have so much life ahead of me but what am i supposed to do with it,
Whats my capability of individuality?
I feel like my foundation is caving in,
All my thoughts and beliefs are curving in and out of place.
How do you go about this thing called life?
And wheres the finish line?
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