i was lost at sea and you never even found me

You settled into uneasy sleep,

And there are no easy answers,

To why you choose to leave.

And i believe this restlessness will never end,

And I'm telling myself I'll never feel whole again.

I knew in my gut i should have never gave in...
But I bit my tongue and swore you've changed.
Ive been thinking  about how we used to be.
How this rhythm used to scream so loud.
With your heart in sync with mine.
It used to sing proud.

But after this endless silence.
I'll let the beat slow down.
Until it sounds like whispers.
I'll let it fade out.

An as we sat on your back step, smoking a cigarette in open air.
I'll look over and tell you,
I never thought I'd be sitting here.
Then you asked me if i believe in fate,
Like you knew all along I'd be standing in your way.

With your hand in mine. 

i was happy.

But i knew i should have never let myself fall.

And are you really sorry or is it  fear?

Is the ghost of your inner demon gasping for air.

Will the same mistakes haunt you like they used to do?
Or are you afraid that your body won’t let you choose?

And in the time you were making up your mind, 

I put one foot forward and left you behind.

We tried to give it a second go.

Maybe all you really wanted was to dance alone.