Awaken from my past.

"Just because I like you, it doesn’t mean I still don’t think you’re evil"

We were like fire and gasoline.

How do i describe this..

It was like fire and gasoline,

a spark that we doused with gas.

The spark then turned into a mass explosion, 

that would rawr with red hot flames that dance fast in the night.

you watch as the fire builds up while everything in it burns down...

This flame wont hold up much to long,

Cautious to get to close of fear you might get burned,

Walk to the side and watch as it dies.

The last removal,

When at last it is over 

      They had all become the same dry wood.

Another day

I guess im feeling a little down tonight

Valentine's day is coming up... barf. 

(Why don't you just cut me open with a rusty spoon and rip my heart out.)

Yeahhhh not really feeling cupids arrow much.

The whole thing seems like another day to just spend unnecessary money on unnecessary things,

 for someone who's just unnecessary...

why?

welll cuase down the line there most likely going to

A. Cheat on you.

B. Lie to you

C. Leave you.

(or if your luckkkkyy)

D. He'll lie to you about cheating then leave you for a binboe he met at the bar. 

(Buttttt don't worry your little heart <3 nooope, cause your dumb enough to take him back when she leave's him for some guy she met at the bar)

Life has a funny way of working in cycles and circles. Things have a way of always biting its self in the ass. 

Like my dad always says. 

"What goes around comes around" 

I don't need the government to hold my hand.

I'm starting to think the government is hiding all the good kind and charming men in a cave somewhere...

Only letting one or two out at a time.
Leaving us to fend and mend our broken hearts alone.

I can see them now sitting around a table dressed very nicely in there black suits and slicked back hair...

they will sip on a glass of aged scotch and laugh...

"That's what they get for leaving the kitchen" 

Yeahhh i'm on to you.

chocked.

someone save me from my mind

Baby blue eyes

Head in the clounds.

Feet planted on the ground.

All this talk,

But nothing worth talking about.

When the wind blows,

I stand still.

Build them up,

Break me down.

I'm bound to an endless satisfaction to never be figured out, 
I wont stand down,
No walls will fall down. 
Ive said it before and ill say it again. 
i have no problem turning the other way. 




Theres to much to tell,
Not enough time
There's an endless story behind these blue eyes.

Sing

Regulation, replaying inside my mind,
just like that night you let out a soft sigh,
crushed the bones in my hand and sent me away,
I saw the grin that was printed upon your face,
like a postcard for destruction,
watch me walk into the flames,
go ahead and incinerate, im to blame,
the cliff drop is long and slow,
waiting to hit the bottom of the destructive floor,
nose is burning and my throat is sore,
head is spinning wanting more,
you cant leave me like this,
you've done too much damage,
make me forget what its like to be content,
the crowd gathers round to watch me sink,
and if we really do part into two,
what will be left of me without you,
liquor cabinet leaves me plastered to the floor,
look out the window and what do you see,
a small bird that knows how to sing,
thoughts now racing wanting to understand,
how such a thing could know it all,
take me to a place where white walls surround,
let me scream and not make a sound,