chocked.

someone save me from my mind

Baby blue eyes

Head in the clounds.

Feet planted on the ground.

All this talk,

But nothing worth talking about.

When the wind blows,

I stand still.

Build them up,

Break me down.

I'm bound to an endless satisfaction to never be figured out, 
I wont stand down,
No walls will fall down. 
Ive said it before and ill say it again. 
i have no problem turning the other way. 




Theres to much to tell,
Not enough time
There's an endless story behind these blue eyes.

Sing

Regulation, replaying inside my mind,
just like that night you let out a soft sigh,
crushed the bones in my hand and sent me away,
I saw the grin that was printed upon your face,
like a postcard for destruction,
watch me walk into the flames,
go ahead and incinerate, im to blame,
the cliff drop is long and slow,
waiting to hit the bottom of the destructive floor,
nose is burning and my throat is sore,
head is spinning wanting more,
you cant leave me like this,
you've done too much damage,
make me forget what its like to be content,
the crowd gathers round to watch me sink,
and if we really do part into two,
what will be left of me without you,
liquor cabinet leaves me plastered to the floor,
look out the window and what do you see,
a small bird that knows how to sing,
thoughts now racing wanting to understand,
how such a thing could know it all,
take me to a place where white walls surround,
let me scream and not make a sound,

burn it down

And when it all comes crashing down.. who will be there to catch you?
yourself that's who. so keep your arms straight out and your hands flat so you have the power to push yourself back up to your feet.

higher and higher and higher

Im so unsure with myself.

I feel like sleep medication,

Locked an sealed in a small blue capsule .

Taking myself out of reality and into my own mind

I used to get freaked about the thoughts that rambled in my head.

I would often think i was the only one  that could hear constant chatter.

And be ashamed to tell people.

But i suppose its not as different as i think it is.

If we didn't have an inner voice how could we think before we just stated blurting out words, right?

Pick Up. Shut Up

I need some new faces, new jokes, new events. A one way ticket out'a here.

just go

I was talking with my brother tonight.

About just leaving.

Getting up and going to the first place that came to mind.

Start all over,

Clean slate

I think the first thing i'd do would be to delete my facebook, myspace & twitter.

BAM! i just erased ten thousand  people that i dont even know or care to know out of my life.

Second i would change my cell number.

If you think about it, how many people do you think has your number?

I would guess its alot.

I really only need my family and a handful of good friends.

I could actually feel the weight of my shoulders. 

i want to leave.

I want to "Just go",

What if i told you there is a ticket you can buy to start a new life.

Would you buy it?

Everyone peregrinates in there life.

Lately ive been seeing things in a whole new perspective.

I feel like if you stay in your home town after high school you get stuck here.

All there faces stay the same,

With they're fake smiles and hollow eyes.

Zombies trapped to this life.