Eyes can only tell so many lies... I must have died this time

I at lest get five people a day tell me how beautiful my eyes are.

Blue eyed beauty  you shouldn't cry,

I wish i could dry your eyes...

Your to pretty to cry.

Sometimes i wonder if these people are blind,

I've never seen more sadness behind a set of eyes.

I live behind this fake smile

Sometimes i surprise myself on how happy i can act.

Ive lost every emotion... knocked down with every oz of strength i had.

I feel it in the depths of my stomach, 

These butter flys sink like stone.

And now im pondering why i choose to stay in the cold.

My eyes are the darkest blue ive ever laid eyes on.

So push her smile on me like a drug pusher lending you that first taste of addiction,

My eyes tended the light at the end of a pipe dream through rose colored glasses.

You really shouldn't drink so much sun, burning never was one of your strong points.

Lets make a difference.

My heart is racing and I'm not sure why or how its holding such an intense rhythm.
I'm confused but quite aware of this feeling.
Scattered but put together.
Nervous but I'm managing to keep perfectly calm.


This beat is growing louder
As it thumps in the back of my head, Down to the brim of the bottom of my stomach.
Whats happening to me?


I feel the sudden erg to drop the world at my feet.
And watch as it crashes to the floor.
Just to put the necessary pieces back in play.
There's no turning back now, The effects have already takin its course.
Im riding it out and see where this winding trail takes me.


I'm to good to sit solitary, alone, hidden from..
what i could be, what I'm going to make my self to be.






"Ive known you a long time jess, and you've always seen yourself smaller then you actually are"


"You have alot to offer to this world, With your bright eyes and your shining smile. Your going to make something of yourself"


"Dont let anyone hold you down, dont let anyone tell you you cant do it, Cause you can do it. And you will do it"


"Your to good for this town"

DM.

We don't have to keep any ties, Save all of your hollow lies.

Yeasayer - Tightrope.

Oh, give it, give it, give it, give it, give it
Until you just can't give no more