Finders Keepers.

"She’s a rare breed,
matter fact,
she’s an endangered species.
Mine, But not entirely.
Hard to capture,
But when you do its beautiful"


His heart’s been broken and just like mine it remains in pieces.
But everytime we’re near each other smile is all we can do,
our shattered souls intertwine.
I know I’ve felt the same kind of agonizing pain he’s been through
and I find comfort in his grasp so I reach out with both arms and I hold him.
Not because I want to.
But because I know he needs me to.
And that. that's all that really matters.

."He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man."

i accidentally swallowed some butterflies that were having tea with me,
they wont leave me alone they say its cramped in my stomach,

Reading Between The Lines

And all we do is bring drama along with us until we reach the end..

But is it the end?

Can we say goodbye?

I'm so sick of asking myself why...

So tired of all the lies.

I cant handle the frustration...of wondering whats next.

Or having you hit on ever single one of my friends.

I'm done its making me sick in my head,

I cant control the feelings i feel when I'm lying in your bed.
And all i hear is your heart beat pounding in my head.

The rush i get in the deepest part of my chest.

Its like a hole.

Ill tell myself i don't love you,
Mask it from with fear and bitterness.
Its a front and you know it.
But do you want to know it?

I refuse to say it out loud.

So ill keep it locked away and never let it slip out.

Its easier to try and convince myself its not true.

But you can only run from your feelings for so long...

until they creep back up to you.

I'm scared.

I'm scared to let go.
Scared to hold on.

Scared to say no.

I don't want to leave something behind that i already know...