Mess

Leave.
You.
Always.
Leave.

Fire ash and dust.

I'm under your spell

Ain't nobody's business

I'm already there

And it ain't nobody's business

I can do what I want I'm in complete control
That's what I tell myself
I got a mind of my own I'll be alright alone
Don't need anybody else
Oh, she don't see the light that's shining deep within the eyes, can't find it.
Tell me what you want to know.
Tell me where you go, Where you want to go.
Lets take it right back to where we used to go.
No we will never look back,We will never look back.
And everything we touch will turn to gold dust.
Days burn to ash
Nights will flash to fast,

It feels better in the dark.
I feel closer to your heart.
lights flash before my eyes.
I see the clouds open.
When the sun comes out.
The world, It comes between us.

That's what I tell myself.
Don't need anybody else.
Oh, she don't see the light that's shining deep within the eyes, can't find it.
Tell me what you want to know.
Tell me where you go, Where you want to go.
Lets take it right back to where we used to go.
No we will never look back,
We will never look back.

With nothing but you're heart beat.
That bone striking
Head thumping beat that holds a strong steady rhythm in my ear.
But, everything we touch will turn to gold dust.
Days burn to ash
Nights will flash to fast.
And by morning the world will come between us.

Eyes can only tell so many lies... I must have died this time.

'They say i look just like her,
They can hear her in my laugh.'
     "You have the prettiest eyes just like your mothers"
     "There so bright, Would you look at that!"       


'But when i look in the mirror ,
I can't stand the reflection staring back.
I get chills of the thought of you staring back.

And as i look at myself,
Your slowly shining through
Cause your eyes are my eyes
They make me see the real you.

Blue eyed beauty  you shouldn't cry,

I wish i could dry your eyes...

Your to pretty to cry.

Sometimes i wonder if these people are blind,

I've never seen more sadness behind a set of eyes.

I live behind this fake smile

Sometimes i surprise myself on how happy i can act.

Ive lost every emotion... knocked down with every oz of strength i had.

I feel it in the depths of my stomach, 

These butterfly's sink like stone.

And now im pondering why i choose to stay in the cold.

My eyes are the darkest blue ive ever laid eyes on.

Limbo

You either say how you feel and fuck it up or say nothing and let it fuck you up. 

I feel like I'm holding myself back to actually finding someone that's going to give me their whole heart. I hesitate to get to know another because of the feelings I have for you. 

I need to stop putting my life on pause for something that's been stuck in limbo for two years. 

I'm afraid if I don't let you go I might pass up something great