Whats perfection anyway?

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Goodbye just made the I"m sorry and I love you list..

I'll say goodbye because I love you... Im sorry
But those eyes.
Make it hard to say goodbye

Laura Marling - Goodbye England Christmas Single Full Version

Cotton candy skies.

Oops.

This blog is private.

... To bad.

You would have enjoyed it.

October 22, 2006

Lights out it all goes black,
Perfect world begins to crash.
Lies pouring from your mouth,
One after another no truth to be found
Silly little wants and needs
Blocking your own view.
Its just so hard for you to see your only doing this for you.

Moving from house to house.
Meeting your new friend.
Having no place to call home in the end.
Dearest mother don't you see.
My world seems to be crashing down on me.
Your silly little wants and needs
Blocking your own view.
I hope you didn't forget..
Its not all about you.

every line is about who i dont want to write about anymore.

It's time to get outta here

gulty.

I'm low,
I've never been this low,
Where i can actually see rock bottom.

I've got one last sip,
And it will all start to slip,
One last sip until it all starts to slip.

I've always looked down on the people that put them self here.
But now i see why,
Its nice...
To feel nothing,
To say anything,
Not give a fuck...
About everything.

I've made a web,
And its become the most tangled out of all the webs ive weaved.
Cut the ties,
Cut'em.


I had one last sip,
Then it  all started to slip.
One last sip until it all started to slip.

i wish i could write, draw, make something.
my heads to tangled

Teenagers.

Every year on my birthday i write about how it feels to turn a new age.

Its not even my birthday yet and i feel like ive already started a new year.

 My first ladies, Wifey, Cc, Woman, Booboo, D, Pintch, Beef,Ash, Neen, Shan.


The summer me and my sisters were all together.
Crystals graduation party. 
Five dollar hill.
The rope swing.
Cutting class.
Old rusty.
September 16, 2007.
Summer crushes.
Late night sneak in's, just to have someone to fall asleep next to.
Crankin Cig's.
Sneaking out to drink coffee at 2 in the morning at the TA.
Football games.
CCC trips " i feel like im at a Halloween party, everyone's wearing a mask."
Underage drinking. (Reallllly underage drinking)
Swinging on the swings.
The pool house.
The dugout.
Sunflower field. 
"You bring out the stupid in me.":]
You + me + two more = haha
The train tracks.
Delaware river.
I feel like im in a space ship! 
Being mermaids.
Best friends.
L rides 'All we would listen to is bone thugs'.And rideee<3
Detention buddies.
The smoke out behind the school.
The hill/ rock. 
Ag/Green house + Cooking class = high five!. 
 Chinese food for breakfast 
Walking miles for captain crunch.
the moose loge 
The tressels. 
Quadruple Jay's
Blue Mt lake. 
Bonfires at neils.
Rumpllpimps! [rumplemintz]
Obsessions shows.  
Sherman theater. 
Croc shows
My chemical romance concert.
November 25, 2007.
Perkins.
Parties in the Poconos.
Vacation in Virgina. 
Seaside. 
Rolling to the doors.
The shore condo. 
Dont wine, jim and jack are coming with marry ;]
Our PIMP'et glasses.
The over look. "were as normal as two crazy people get."
Getting lost in cornfields.
Back when we were hoodrat's.
The trail.
Barneyyyy<3
Foot prints in the snow.
The old crew. 2002 Best summer ever!!
Going to California: led zep.
"Were best friends, closer then spongebob and patrick!"
Our country boy'sss! 
The bronco.
Snowmobiling.
Fishing.
Cook rd meetings at 12am.
Screw drivers and black eyes.
Staying up all night. 
Looking at the stars out of the moonroof of my passat.
Penwall.
The old school Htown crew.
Cowboy killers.
Did that angel just wink at me?!
Getting "grounded"
Jessica!! where's my vodka! haha
December 20, 2008
The jettys.
Are there bears here? "yeah jessie seabears" ;]
Air horns.
King frog.
Bad company.
Crystal's old room. 
"You can't call me but you can txt me." 
Dub love.
Up state new york. "Do you feel it? "Yeah it feels like home"<33
Sunrise Mt.
I really like your peaches wanna shack your tree.
Perk up your life a little.
"Smile kid that's all ya can do."
Falling in love.
Moving on.

Ice skating on white lake with you.

Making wishes in the lake of truth with you. 

Going on just a chance with you, heads or tails?

Sitting and looking at the stars with you.

Sings in the bronco with you. 

Keeping it real with you. 

Cuddling with you.

Confession one hundred twenty two

I continue to let people walk all over me, because I'm afraid to let go of something i once found happiness in.

You can be my best fucking friend.

Machines are made to be in factories.